So I'm not going crazy... which I knew but had no "proof". I'm just deaf (30 percent or so, both ears). Compliments of the U.S Army as my hearing was perfect in 2010. Now I have a whole new paperwork battle to prove I am still "fit for duty" and get everything documented as a "Line of Duty" injury so they will pay for hearing aids. I probably had an inner ear infection that was making me dizzy and feel awful. Now I just have to get back to work, being on convalesce leave is killing me. I feel like I have no purpose in life as I am not in work doing the job I love.